It's been a long time...

I know it has been a long time but that made it even harder to sit down and write. We had a GREAT vacation up to NC. We got to see so many friends and family and really got to spend some quality time with many of them. It was just so weird to come back home...I mean this is kind of our home but we will be leaving it sometime soon. So as nice as it is to come back home it was still strange.

We actually went up to Albany yesterday and to tell you the truth it just stressed me out more...I know that in time we will be settled there TOGETHER and I will find my new job, friends and church but it can all be a little overwhelming!!! Especially because Edwin starts in 2 weeks and we havn't sold or rented our house yet. So it looks like we will be here without him during the week which I have to just take a deep breath and count to 10 about...and will have to do that a lot while he is gone! But I have done it before and at least they are sleeping through the night and going to school and Edwin will be coming home on the weekends...so as a former military wife I know I can handle it I just don't want to :( I am reminded of what my mom always tells me "God doesn't give you the grace till you need it." So I know I am kind of freaking out about it right now but I know that when it comes God will give me the grace and patience to be the mother I need to be! So when you say your prayer,s pray some for us...I know God blessed us with this job so He must have his timing with everything else as well!